User blog:KyleTheHuman177/Leaving the spoofs/adventure series behind...

It's nothing personal.

But I thought I was finally being accepted by the group for once, that I've finally earned some trusts at least. But, all I'm good at is being used by someone who I thought was my friend from the beginning? Well no more, I'm done being friends with someone who never really consider me as her friend... It made me lose trust and faith on anyone else in this community. But this will be my last journal post.

I'm still hurt and confused at the moment of just ignoring her like she purposely ignored me. Would at least give me some confidence and hope. But it doesn't. I need some time alone, to think about a lot in my life.

And to the person I thought cared about me? I know why you've never included me in anything in public. It's because I'm not the mizfitz or the justice guardians to not peek your interest. Well, fine. So I guess team owl is not like the mizfitz or justice guardians. But least I have real friends who care about me. Just like your friends do, and you know what? I guess I really don't mean anything to you. I thought leaving you alone would make you happy, so I'll do so. You said you wanted to help me but all you've done is keep me in the dark. That's what really hurts. To be honest, I guess I don't know you like I thought I knew you... Caring, helpful, nice and so on... I don't know if I should trust you anymore? But the bright side, I'm leaving. I'm doing my own fandom while you can live happily without me. Maybe things would've been better if I never met you... So, good bye now... I guess... I was never part of your series anymore.

And I'm sorry for leaving this community. I hope that I'll at least find happiness wherever I find it... But it won't be around a false friend, sure I'll be alone. But it's better to be alone, then be loved.